That's a shocker.

My life is completely and utterly unexpected.
Ha, that's a lie.
I really wish it was more exciting and "spontaneous."
I don't think spontaneous even exists in our world anymore though...
Everything anyone ever wants is all planned out on TV shows and movies.
So we have these ideas already in our head, and when it happens, it's just not as great.
Or, not as bad.
Because somewhere in the back of our heads we knew it was gonna happen.
Someday, sometime.
I just want something really great to happen soon.
Something to keep me smiling for weeks.
Something that won't let anything change the way I feel.
All the actions I've taken, or, haven't taken, I knew they would lead me here.
I knew this would happen.
It was screaming it right in my face.
And yet, I went on.
I know everything happens for a reason,
And I know I'll eventually find out that reason.
Another thing to expect.
So, for now, I'll just hold my head up high.
I know stupid stuff will come in my life,
And I also know good things will happen.
It's all just a repetetive circle.
But luckily, this is one that actually has an end.
And I'm expecting the best for the end.